[WhyNot] Hen Zemi - 08v2 [30952531].ass (DOWNLOAD SUBTITLES)
Observations on the effects of childhood experiences on personality traits and the feeling of self-development
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First, take a look at this.
As you can see, it's merely a picture of a woman playing with balloons.
However, there are more than enough balloons to envoke arousal.
It's not exactly my style, but I understand.
It is surely an interesting enough presentation on the subject.
What is this about?
Carl Gustav Jung
Jung proposed that
at the lowest level of human consciousness in every person,
a so-called general subconscious is present.
R... Really?
The general subconscious manifests in,
for example,
the idea of dragons and drakes appearing all around the globe in various cultures, as if by an agreement.
His idea is that the subconscious of humans are connected at the lowest levels.
I see...
Could it be that such a common subconscious exists in fetishism as well?
Thus, it is possible that there is a common abnormal subconscious as well, shared by all humans.
Huh...?
I have been theorizing that early childhood experiences are
not unrelated to the abnormalities developed later.
Then what if certain external stimuli to the early childhood mind,
with undeveloped common sense, verbality and concepts,
are what trigger the awakening of the abnormal subconscious.
So, today you will talk about your childhood experiences.
Taguchi-kun will start.
I will?
Let's see...
When my little sister was born, my mother was hospitalized.
A girl from the neighborhood came over, and when I was crying so much, she told me...
"Let's take a bath together!"
Back then I couldn't care less about the bath or anything!
My mind was fixated on her boobs!
Even now, if I close my eyes, the image of her boobs flicker beyond my eyelids in an everlasting monde selection!
So you've liked them for a long time...
Next is Makiko-kun.
I don't remember.
When I came to, I was already seventeen.
Are you some galge character or what?
I'm 21 in Earth years.
Could you stop saying things like that? It's creepy.
Did you lose your memories or something?
I think I've lived my life as usual,
but I space out all the time,
so I guess there was just nothing worth remembering.
Considering how Makiko remembers close to nothing about herself,
this might be the case of long-term dissociative disorder caused by some major trauma.
Dissociative? What's that?
To begin with, a trauma is a mental wound, an injury to the heart,
caused by an accident or negative experience.
At such times,
the brain activates, and creates a hypnotic selfless state.
In the case of a temporary memory loss,
even if the person in question interacted normally with his surroundings for an extended period,
he may have no memories at all of that.
Dissociative disorder is the collective name for such states that disturb the integrity of the personality.
Dissociative disorder?
Now... Next is Ichikawa-kun!
I was bullied all the time in elementary and middle school.
They wrung the cleaning sponge into my lunch...
They filled my shoes with glue...
They ruined my books with markers...
Those kinds of things were an everyday occurance for me.
What's the problem?
It's not something unusual and I just happened to be the target.
It's just group psychology.
I know, right? I was bullied too!
You don't really look like someone who would be bullied.
They were really mean... Especially the girls.
They would make me confess eternal love to the most disgusting fat pig in class.
Children,
it's simple to consider what role the psychological pressure called bullying
played in the development of Mizukoshi's masochism and Ichikawa's anarchism.
But feeling cheap compassion is just barking up the wrong tree.
Just look at him!
How long are you going to hide your anger behind that calm mask?
Let it out!
But even if I attacked Mizukoshi, she's a masochist, so she'd just be happy about it.
It feels so bad to think about the face she was making when others made her cry.
It would be great to make her cry like that now though...
Oh, that'd be great! That'd be awesome!
Now, let's hear about the origins of Musashi's cruelty.
This isn't exactly about an experience,
but my father is actually my grandfather.
I was born from my "father"'s wife and my grandfather.
Seriously?
There can't be anything worse...
It's just... My dad is an old fart...
After that, the seminar ended without any more presentations.
This is so out of this world, Komugi-san...
Can't I just have a normal love, oh God?
I wonder why I remembered my brother back then...
He was the first and biggest reason why I left my hometown...
Sure, we spent a lot of time together when we were little...
When I was little...
Am I forgetting something here?
Just what is this report?! Fail!
Ah, Anna-chan!
Hey!
What are you doing?
Nothing... I just had a smoke.
Imagining you as a couple, and making up a romantic story around it is my hobby.
I have a vivid imagination, so I can even guess what your bed talk would be like...
I still remember when I first *touched* a girl in kindergarten,
this feels exactly like reliving that memory!
Damn.
Sorry, I just got a call from my part-time job, I gotta go.
Part-time job? What are you doing?
Shooting a documentary.
What kind?
Do you want to see?
Don't you fuckin' look down on me!
What are you laughing at? Disgusting...
Stand up, you freak pervert!
Here, it's the payment for this time.
Thanks! We'll be counting on you next time too!
What the hell was that?
The recording of the friendship between Mr. A, a crossdresser, and Mr. B, who enjoys violence.
One day, Mr. B went to complain about Mr. A's hobby, but Mr. A got angry and beat the shit out of him.
That was how they realized that Mr. A enjoyed beating Mr. B up while dressed as a woman,
and Mr. B enjoyed getting beaten up by a cross dresser.
Thus, Mr. B accepted Mr. A's hobby, and it all developed into such games.
And why are you recording that?
My part-time job involves recording private, secret videos.
Secret, huh?
Just between us, I'm planning to make this the topic of my final thesis for the seminar.
Wait, isn't our seminar centered around practice?
You're just taking someone else's pictures!
I even worked at a maid café! It was dead embarrassing!
Which shop?
What was embarrassing about it?
Nothing! Seriously, otaku get carried away when it comes to maids...
It's just like a puppeteer.
The trainer and the sportsmen.
The conductor and the orchestra.
The movie director and the actors.
The publisher and the writers.
It might look like the latter ones are the ones doing the work,
but the former have it tough too, you know.
Do you know why?
Stuff can't even start without someone thinking up the necessary roles.
It's the bluff that makes everyone think there's some kind of meaning.
If that bluff gets over 100%, then it becomes an -ism!
An obsession!
Obsession...
Ichikawa-san...
Could we...
If it's about obsessions, I have a few too.
It's okay. Come in with the camera on.
W-W-W-We...
Welcome home, Master!
Huh? It's not coming!
What?
Piss...
And so, you wanted to try again in front of the camera...?
Yeah...
But their courage to hit on a maid
and you getting embarrassed to the level of peeing yourself are in inverse proportion.
A lot
Courage
None
No
Incontinence
Happens
That's true.
And I thought I could get rid of a meaningless obsession...
Come on... I've no choice.
I'll pick up that meaningless obsession of yours,
and turn it into a meaningful obsession!
For my cute underclassman...
Welcome back, Master!
Here you go.
Wha-Wha-What?!
This is amazing! How did you make her do it?
That's not it...
I can see it! I can see the number one beastie girl of the school!
Her aggression hasn't changed.
Let's grade the video until now...
Ichikawa's handiwork
I would've appreciated it more if she did it in front of me!
The first character in "pervert" means "to change"!
yes ka no de ieba
danzen normal-gawa
ari ka nashi ka to ieba
nashi ni ari wa muragaru
like ka strike
osarereba high-na kimochi
ah, neru mae ni tsuka mitai kuse ni
ii zo kocchi no mizu wa amai, oide
mune no shoudou no na wa ai
love-love-love ryakushite aibu
sukima de yurechau no yo?
bura-bura-burajaa tomete choudai
abu-abu-abu-abunakunai kara
If it's about yes or no
It's certainly the normal side.
If it's about okay or not,
Around the okay there are loads that are not.
Strike, rather than like,
If you push it, "high" feelings.
Ah, as if you wanted to get tired before sleeping,
It's okay, the water here is sweet, come!
The name of that feeling in your heart is love.
Lovely lovely lovely love and some love,
Shaking in that tiny space,
Boingy boingy boingy bra, fix that already.
Because it's not-not-not-not-not dangerous at all.